When Justin Bullock became suicidally depressed while study颅ing at the Massachusetts Institute of Technology, he received a lot of support from his psychiatrist and adviser.
鈥淗onestly,鈥 he says in a forthcoming book called Portraits of Resilience, 鈥淢IT has a great mental health system.鈥 Yet he goes on: 鈥淥bviously, a lot of it is because there have been so many suicides at MIT. The people who go to MIT are the kind of people who don鈥檛 ask for help, are perfectionist, and keep going even when they feel terrible.鈥
MIT student Haley Cope also recalls feeling suicidal and being admitted to a short-term psychiatric unit: 鈥淲hen I got there, I was wearing my boyfriend鈥檚 hoodie, and they took it from me because of the string. I just wanted a nice soft hoodie.鈥
These are just two of the 22 people photographed and interviewed about their experiences of mental health by Daniel Jackson, a photographer who also works as a professor of computer science at MIT.
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鈥淒epression may seem to be an unpromising topic for an uplifting book,鈥 he admits in the introduction, before going on to describe how he had been 鈥渆ncountering depression all around. Every term, ten or more students in my class were seeking advice as they found themselves falling behind 鈥 and not due to any lack of talent or commitment.鈥 Meanwhile, the broader 鈥渦niversity community struggled to come to terms with a string of suicides and a survey that found that less than half of our students met the criteria for 鈥榝lourishing鈥 mental health鈥.
Portraits of Resilience vividly conveys the anguish of depressive illness and the ways that the pressure-cooker atmosphere of elite universities can be a causal factor. Graduate student Tylor Hess was used to feeling as if motivation was 鈥渋n infinite supply鈥. When he suddenly realised he had only 鈥渁 very finite amount of it鈥 and couldn鈥檛 get anything done, he had a guilty sense of 鈥渄isappointing my parents, not living up to my MIT education, and letting down my younger self鈥. He eventually reached a point where he jumped off a bridge and only managed to struggle to the shore with 鈥渘umb limbs, slurred speech, tunnel vision鈥.
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There is also another element. People dealing with depression, Jackson suggests, often find solace and meaning in 鈥渞eligious and spiritual engagement鈥. Yet 鈥減eople at MIT鈥, according to Cope, 鈥渁re inclined to think, 鈥榃ell, religion says these things, like the world is 6,000 years old. That鈥檚 obviously stupid.鈥 They focus less on the aspects that enrich people鈥檚 lives.鈥
MIT and its press are to be congratulated on a book 鈥 given out free to all this year鈥檚 new students 鈥 that not only addresses head on the issue of mental health within higher education but is so frank about how this plays out within its own institution. Yet there is also something 鈥渦plifting鈥 about the book, since the testimonies are not only strikingly honest but show many contributors managing to come to terms with their demons. Let us accept Jackson鈥檚 invitation to 鈥渏oin in the celebration of adversities conquered鈥 and hope that universities in 2018 do even more to face up to this major challenge.
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